malephotographer

so it's been awhile... not sure how long but whatever. still at my stupid retail job, got a raise some time ago. all 14 cents... what can you get for less than 8 bucks an hour? have done some more film work, and actually met someone who's a part of the set union and trying to get in on that for a tv show that's filming here. no luck so far... still haven't done any photography. there are places to shoot just not anyone or not a lone and in the nude. still living with/renting a room from the guy who let me move in after school. still hating it. i thought about doing a road trip somewhere with no real destination. just getting into my car

ok so i finally have a job. it's retail but it's money... still don't have a place of my own but the job will help with that. i did drive to orlando to audition for a theme park, as well as visit another so i could apply there and be able to talk about the place. i didn't get either but the summer caused me to wonder what it is that i want to do. still don't know. though i will say that the city i live in is a film city so i've been an extra 4 times for 2 different tv shows, with more always filming (as well as movies). i really miss taking pictures but don't have anywhere to shoot. just need to continue looking in a positive direction tho

what a lousy summer this has been. no job, no money, no place of my own. nothing has gone right... i just want an escape after the crap i've dealt with.